I’m so immature which I’m more than fine with, only society isn’t.

I’m only really studying because It’s what’s expected of me. I know I will struggle, I can’t sit down and read through books. Even with art I lose patience and finish each work in under an hour. I’m restless, immature and just want to do my own thing.

I needa balance this and still have enough self control to  get through this course and be brave enough to conquer all my fears. Fuck, I feel as though I’m following the path everyone’s expected to follow and it doesn’t feel right. I guess we’ll see what happens.